1. |
Wash Away
03:19
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Been drinking like a fish/
My one and only wish is/
To breathe free on my own/
I’m sick of flipping stones/
No one’s ever home/
When I need them to be/
But is it all only about me?
I don’t know/
Waves will crash & the wind will blow/
But I don’t know how I got this low/
Tumbling in the undertow/
Soon I’ll wash away, soon I’ll wash away/
Waves will crash & the wind will blow/
But I don’t know how I got this low/
Tumbling in the undertow/
Soon I’ll wash away, soon I’ll wash away/
It’s hard to make excuses when you're on your own/
Stealing money out of little jars at home/
When you fuck with that stuff it’s the game you play/
My past is my past but my future’s today/
How can you believe me anymore?/
How can you believe me anymore?/
Waves will crash & the wind will blow/
But I don’t know how I got this low/
Tumbling in the undertow/
Soon I’ll wash away, soon I’ll wash away/
Waves will crash & the wind will blow/
But I don’t know how I got this low/
Tumbling in the undertow/
Soon I’ll wash away, but you won’t know/
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2. |
Crave
03:06
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I crave/
A sense of normalcy/
But it all just fades away/
And it all disintegrates/
I fell asleep around 4 am/
My eyes bloodshot/
I think I might've left a candle lit/
I hope that it doesn't burn my house/
To the ground/
As I'm sleeping sound/
I crave/
A sense of normalcy/
But it all just fades away/
And it all disintegrates/
It would be nice to/
Break out of this mold/
Escape from this hold/
I'll dig, from the bottom up/
Emerge from this hole and feel the temporary glow/
I crave/
A sense of normalcy/
I crave/
A sense of normalcy/
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3. |
Dream House In My Head
03:46
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Laugh it off, inside I'm wearing thin/
Let's see how long this will last/
Count down the moments just before/
The comedown sets in/
Just how far will I fall this time?/
Got too close and it dragged me in/
Same old patterns always repeating/
It's caving in all around, all all around/
It was only a dream house in my head, all along/
Words I always mouth/
Never make it out/
Trailing behind/
Then it hits me/
I can feel it, floating through my system/
I can feel it, pulling me away/
Got too close and it dragged me in/
Same old patterns always repeating/
It's caving in all around, all all around/
It was only a dream house in my head, all along/
The comedown sets in/
The comedown sets in/
The comedown sets in, like it always does/
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4. |
Party
02:31
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I went to a party/
But I left before it started/
I remember you called me/
Crying about something/
Yeah, I’d like to stay/
But I should’ve just stayed at home anyway/
This is how it always goes/
Abandon plans and drink my own/
Body weight/
And contemplate on/
Why these things always go/
How they always go/
I’m always feeling sorry for myself/
But it could be worse/
“Take a minute, man”/
"Just let it simmer, man”/
I need to take a second/
To assess my senses/
I went to a party/
And it fucking sucked/
It wasn’t fun at all/
As if I’m one to talk/
Here’s me/
Leaving/
Tired and steaming/
I went to a party/
And I won’t ever again/
I’d rather drink on my own/
In the comfort of my own home/
I don’t mind being alone/
No, I don’t mind/
I’d rather drink on my own/
In the comfort of my own home/
I don’t mind being alone no/
I don’t mind being alone/
I’d rather drink on my own/
In the comfort of my own home/
I don’t mind being alone/
No, I don’t mind/
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5. |
Hue
03:08
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I had that dream again/
Where I crashed into a Subaru/
I woke up in a sweat, my anxiety kicked in/
I realize, these Marlboro lights, won't calm me forever/
I'm not feeling fine, I'm just coping/
I can see the bend that's up ahead/
Lately I've been feeling so unkept/
A glimpse through a radiant hue/
The spark from my Zippo shines through/
This was never a part of the plan/
Lately I’ve been lost/
Swimming around in my head/
A river I can’t cross/
I just get swept away in it/
When it all splits into fragments/
And I'm stuck here alone/
I realize, that these bad habits, can't keep up forever/
I'll shape up with time, I'm just hoping/
Lately I’ve been lost/
Swimming around in my head/
A river I can’t cross/
I just get swept away in it/
I can see the bend that's up ahead/
Lately I've been feeling so unkempt/
A glimpse through a radiant hue/
The spark from my Zippo shines through/
This was never a part of the plan/
This was never a part of the plan/
This was never a part of the plan/
A glimpse through a radiant hue/
The spark from my Zippo shines through/
This was never a part of the plan/
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6. |
Nosedive
03:01
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Hey Reaper I still got some things to say/
I still got some things I need to get off my chest/
As I move, I can feel the pressure build/
I can feel myself fall into, a new dimension/
And I nosedive/
Hey Reaper I still got some things to say/
I still got some things I need to get off my chest/
As I move, I can feel the pressure build/
I can feel myself fall into, a new dimension/
And I nosedive/
Tied up, washed out, fasten you seat belt/
Flashing colors, creep in and then fall out/
Imitating, mind is lost now/
Hesitating, your fate is still the same/
And I nosedive/
Come to Lake Minnewaska, to remember me/
Come to Lake Minnewaska, to remember me/
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7. |
With Love
02:45
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It’s a/
Way out/
Don’t know how to feel/
Tomorrow’s/
Played out/
So I’m just staying here/
I’ve got/
Half a mind to/
Walk out/
Right behind you/
Do you really wanna talk?/
It’s all just dialogue/
Just write it on a card/
And send it my way/
Do you really feel that far out of touch from where you are?/
Stay out/
Way out/
Play out what you want me to say/
Stay out/
Way out/
Play it over and over again/
Trying to mend what I can/
So much for breaking bread/
I think I'm starting to notice a trend/
Do you really wanna talk?/
It’s all just dialogue/
Just write it on a card/
And send it my way/
Do you really feel that far out of touch from where you are?/
With love, I’m not the one/
With love, I’m not the one/
It’s a/
Way out/
Don’t know how to feel/
Tomorrow’s/
Played out/
So I’m just dying here/
Stay out/
Way out/
Play out what you want me to say/
Stay out/
Way out/
Play it over and over again/
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8. |
In The Garden
03:47
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Take a breath, breathe deep in, why is all this happening/
Constant ringing, friendships clash and back pain springing/
In truth I'm cold, but I pretend I'm warm/
Tranquility, it all dissolves, when the spirit's worn/
It takes a hold of me, a shadow you can't see/
I'm moving so slowly, I'm so high I'm holy/
I'm watered down, I'm wilted/
I've lost myself, my spirits/
Take a breath, breathe deep in, why is all this happening/
Constant ringing, constant ringing/
Took for granted/
It dwells in the garden/
Rays of light peek/
Through the vines and left me/
Take a breath, breathe deep in, why is all this happening/
Constant ringing, friendships clash and back pain springing/
In truth I'm cold, but I pretend I'm warm/
Tranquility, it all dissolves, when the spirit's worn/
It takes a hold of me, a shadow you can't see/
I'm moving so slowly, I'm so high I'm holy/
I'm watered down, I'm wilted/
I've lost myself, my spirits/
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9. |
Safe To Say
02:55
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Is it safe to say you’re over me now?/
I can’t grasp it yet, it’s weighing me down/
I miss having dreams that never happened/
I miss being clean and free of habits/
It’s fucked/
And I’m lost/
Drinking too much, it ain’t fun/
It was, but at what cost?/
What kind of bullshit am I on?/
It's fucked/
And I'm lost/
It’s such a hard pill to swallow/
Is it placebo?/
Hell if I know/
It’s just not fair/
Do you care?/
Are you there?/
Fairplay, fairplay/
It’s just not fair/
Do you care?/
Are you there?/
Are you there?/
Are you there?/
It’s fucked/
And I’m lost/
Drinking too much, it ain’t fun/
It was, but at what cost?/
What kind of bullshit am I on?/
It’s fucked/
And I’m lost/
Drinking too much, it ain’t fun/
It was, but at what cost?/
What kind of bullshit am I on?/
I try to find my purpose/
I try to find my purpose/
Is it safe to say you’re over me now?/
I can’t grasp it yet, it’s weighing me down/
I miss having dreams that never happened/
I miss being clean & free of habits/
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10. |
Thorn
03:07
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Oh, when it rains it pours/
Grabbing roses by the thorns/
Burning bridges to open doors/
Can you see what I do this for?/
Can you see what I do this for?/
Can you see?/
Crying out to you/
But you still ignore/
What else can I do?/
I wanna be adored/
With or without you, I will see this through/
With or without you, I will make my value true/
Mementos of better days/
Start to rust in place/
Soon they’ll mean nothing/
Soon they’ll mean nothing/
Crying out to you/
But you still ignore/
No matter what I do/
I’m always just the thorn/
I’m always just the thorn in your side/
I’m always just the trouble on your mind/
The waste of precious time/
The dividing line/
I’m always just the thorn in your side/
And I don’t wanna be anymore/
Can you see what I do this for?/
How did love become a chore?/
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